free-LuLu

The members of today Never seem to listen They have become too comfortable Comfortable in their habits That's why humans are so weak We are creatures of habit They never listen Because they think we are wrong Just because we are young Why is that It's because they look at all As if we were one They let the bad stand out above Making them think we are all like that How can I make them see? That I'm not them I'm me How can I show? That there is so much more to know I am no slut Who falls over easy I am no druggy That blames the government for everything I am me Always have been I guess they won't see They will live

All the people That appear around me Seem to have their own thing Whether it be music Or maybe they like art I have tried so much And found so little I find no comfort In the lullaby of music Nor in creating beautiful things I can't do anything useful The only thing I can do Is burry my head in a book Pretending that it's all real Trying to forget my life I have found myself Trying to replicate the rhythm The way a writer can tell stories Never letting our attention falter But every time I try Every time I sit and stare At the blank page before me It taunts me Mocking me calling me the dirty child I am Reminder

I have lived here all my life I know of nothing else But it makes me wonder What's to our freedom? They say we are better Then what? They say have nothing to worry about That itself makes me worry When we have people going around killing Pretending to be holy Or the ones Who take our children away Are we truly free? Can we love who we want? No we are bound Bound by society By family By our own imaginations We can't run we can't speak We can't work we can't learn Are we truly free? I want to be able to dance To music only I hear I want to be able to speak freely Without being hated for what I said The way I see

Speed Such a simple word Yet there are many that try to achieve it How much fun it is going fast Speed There is one A speed I have come to love Every time he cresses my skin I love how my heart races How my thoughts race Speed What am I to do I don't know what his mind sees I don't know his thoughts What do I do? Speed

The things I have seen Just seem to be Unneedingly mean Oh but not he He was kind and true Man he made me laugh But he said "it's not you I just prefer her" Haven't seen him since that day I try to hold it back But it comes anyway The rain falls A comforting patter I close up my walls And nothing seems to matter For here I am safe Inside my head Others say it's bad That I might end up dead Sometimes I wish THEY had It hurts less here Why can't they see They try to hold me here Please let me be

As I walked alone on that Country dirt road I can smell the flowers growing wild I can feel the soil below my bare feet Sing a wordless song with the blue birds The rabbits hopping alongside munching grass The wind urges me forward, whispering Playing with my plaid dress, so soft I break into a sprint the cabin, so close Its always been mine, so homey Up the drive I speed out of breath Happy thoughts of my haven force haste Reach the door almost there But what's this the door is gone, all vanished Eyes coming in to focus, shock Back in this mundane life a home a school It brings tears, so painful My haven was taken from m